My Sabbatical Journey - Part Four

So, as I wrap up my blog about my Sabbatical Journey, you may be wondering, “Kevin, are you cured yet? Are you ready to come back and be our pastor? Are you okay?”
First of all, I am not cured. Short of a miracle, PTSD never goes away. You just have to learn how to cope with the disorder. I am stronger now than I was before the six week treatment, but I’m still anxious, a little fragile and hesitant, but I’m still ready to do what God has called me to do. Besides, it’s not in my power that His ministry is done – it’s in His power. And the Bible says that “I can do all things thru Christ who strengthens me.”
Am I ready to come back and be your pastor? Yes! I believe that our best ministry comes from our weaknesses. I have no doubt that God called me to Mountain View as the Senior Pastor and I am ready! I am also humbled to be your pastor, and humbled by the disorder with which I have to deal with daily.
Am I okay? I certainly hope so. Like I said before, however, “I’m not cured.” But all in all, I see improvements that I believe will take me to levels I have not yet experienced. That being said, please keep me and Lynn in your prayers as we pray for you all regularly. In Christ, your loving pastor, Kevin.

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